I did not write a journal entry for more than a year now and you can be sure I will not do it again!
In this year my life changed obviously radical.

But not for me.

Now I've got a girlfriend and in six days we will be couple for ten months. I do more sports and I subsist even more healthy.
But that's it.

I am still the one who does not care about working, school and especially what people say and think about me.
Everything I did was just for my relationship to my girlfriend I did not even care enough for my friends. I really was blinded by love.

At least I was until some days ago - Don't think I wouldn't love my girlfriend anymore! I just got a flash of genius.

For those, who do not know: I am a 16 year old boy who went to the secondary school until summer 2010. Then I changed to the academic high school and improved my grade point average by a whole grade without doing much more than before. Now my grade point average is between 2 and 2- which equates to B and B- in the USA.
Just a few days ago I wondered what to do after school and now I think I exactly know what I want to do.
I want to study psychology I was always interested in how the humans mind with all its emotions, feelings and reactions works. I know that I have to work hard to get the n.c. which I need for psychology studies but I know it's worth it and I even think it will help me in working with models and in photography in general.